``I'm having an affair with Mr. Oshima,'' my wife told me over the phone while I was working alone. Even though I expressed my love to him so earnestly every day...I was having an affair with my boss. How long have their relationship been going on? I don't even know that, and I don't want to know. The wife reflected on the smartphone screen was drowning in pleasure as Oshima violently penetrated her. All I could do was despair.